Cut the thread and don’t leave a mark.

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And blogging at crossyourfingers

Hee thanks, bye:D

NEW SOFTWARE,V3!

Outlook of my itunes 9 with the new iPOD touch software. Looky look!! I can arrange my applications here! There’s a spotlight search, shake to shuffle and stereo bluetooth features. EXCITED. *screams*

HEEHEE:D

Gone.

SEE YOU AT sofascinatingx.blogspot.com SOON.

I will start updating it in a few weeks time. Probably after exams. Meanwhile, wordpress is still my home:D

With love.

It’s playing in my head;

TRUE by RYAN CABRERA

Monday blues.

Woke up in the morning with bad cramps and heavy eye bags from the insufficient sleep last night. Feeling weak and tired on a monday. What’s worst? I acted crankily the whole day and got pissed with the littlest thing. Tsk, i wonder what’s up there in my head *slaps myself*. And oh, sorry for those who were affected. Sijin says:” sorry~” Headed over to holland v after a trip home. Chopped off 1/2 of the length of my fringe and trimmed a few inches. Now i need not hold onto my fringe like that! (see picture) It’s neat and tidy with healthy ends:D My mum made a great effort in convincing me to cut away 1/4 length of my hair. Uh huh~ Good effort. HAHA

Wong bong bong.

Headed out in the afternoon to meet up with Angeline Wong. Threw my books aside today for her and myself. As usual, we sat at an unusual place munching on food and unhealthy snacks. Sad people stick with each other. And woman said, god put us together for a good reason. HAHAHAHA. To be good friends and cry together. Anyway, she laughed and ogled at people too much. I bet she’s having stomach ache now:D School starts tomorrow and i think i will hate monday~ I really made an effort to do something. But somehow e t i n g o t r t, i r d u y.

I’ll be missing for a while:( bye.

I need to survive.

It’s haunting me.

Confidence level- zero:(

So you stole my heart, and left me a ransom letter.

Fisheye.

Hemani, i want to take pictures with you again! & this picture reminds me of the two 4 months-overdue photographs. I think jacklyn casted a spell on all her songs. ‘Ransom letter’ is in my head now! I must stop scrolling her ipod and asking her to send me songs. Haha. I must do my econs essay now! Then get started with my international history history history.

Sad life. I suck at everything~

You’re the hardest maths question.

Just got back from the airport. We got chased away from macs when the place was so empty. @*()$*%)(##& that person! I hate part of today. Now i want to bathe and sleep. No, i want to bathe, blow my hair dry then sleep. I hate it when i have to wait for my hair to dry. But i have no idea why i’m doing it every night. I don’t want to dream tonight. I hate dreams. Dreams won’t come true. I need a hot drink now cause i’m feeling cold. But my neck is very hot. Whatever. My sissy just offered me my favourite Daim and Kinder schoko-bons chocolate. No.effect.

I don’t feel tired, but i just want to sleep. Bye.

Bring it back.

Come back, jack! Stop playing hide and seek with us! *FROWNS*

I’m restricting myself from all the fun by turning down meet-ups to complete a few truck loads full of revision and assignments. I can’t help but wasted my thursday away on repeated television programmes, youtube and random websites like http://www.fmylife.com/. Dhivvya gave me this link and it lightened up my whole boring day! HEE. Lazy-worms creeped up my legs, ugly legs.

I tried sending a song to daniel through my useless mac messenger and i got this in return:

The invitation from SIJIN. to start File Transfer was automatically declined because SIJIN. is using an older version of Windows Live Messenger.

Tsk, like i have a choice!

Okay, 11.47pm now. Pillow time for lazy bum. Airport tomorrow:D

Cause if i look into your eyes, then i’ll have to say goodbye.

Naughty kids on photobooth.

09.09.09

I’m seeing my tutor so often that the thought of having lesson with him scares me. We did maths at woodlands the day before and it really drained my brain juice dry. Thank god, i cancelled the economics lesson with him yesterday. But unfortunately, we are having a make up lesson today. Then another maths lesson with him on thursday again. Yes, again.

I just need more time in everything. But i know it’s something so precious that none of you will spare. People come and go.

BACK TO ECONS ESSAY, back back!

I somehow find, you and i collide.

Heyya:D I got touched by the things thuy anh said to me in a msn conversation just now. It was great talking to her again. She wants to buy an air ticket for me to visit her at vietnam and a friendly home stay and free tour around hanoi! Damn the school for cancelling the vietnam trip last year. We were recalling back to her 1.5 week stay here in my house. She could remember every tiny little details. Trying to get a scholarship to france for further studies and i wish her best of luck:D Miss her.

Just a few days before, i had a little chat over msn with elizabeth! My primary five best friend who migrated  to england 6 years ago. I tried many ways to find her profile but she found mine in the end!! Haha. I think we got in touch with each other just last year. She’s back in singapore again, but leaving soon:( And again, we talked about skipping higher chinese lesson to the market for lunch and roller blading under the block. Dashed back to school through the front gate after realising that the nearest back gate is locked. Oh yeah, she was a bukit timah kid too! HAHAHA. Lee yi wen:D So much about PHPPS. It really brought back a lot of beautiful memories. The affiliated Glory Presbyterian Church! Church camps, prayers and the preachers. School song and pledge-taking in mandarin!! You don’t get that anywhere:D

Goodnight!

Pei Hwa Presbyterian Primary School.

Happy Birthday to youuu~

Hello sayhian! I have many things to say to you, but my mind went blank after making the collage. I don’t know what to give and now i’m dumb-founded. Thank you for everything. You’re less than 1 kilometres away but i see you less than once a month. I think you see my mum more often! I know you like to go to the market with your mum!! HAHAHA. You will make a good housewife!! I can remember how you looked like back in PHPPS, especially the first day we stepped into clementi town in peihwa uniform and when our parents were talking to each other. You count yourself lucky that i don’t have a picture of it ;D And now, lets recall the CTSS sayhian. The biggest picture, SAW THAT?! I know you won’t hate me. HAHA! We almost got into the same school again. One last step to schooling together for the entire education years. But tp doesn’t want me:’(

I like our innocent-looking picture! You should thank me. Better thank me. Okay, i will climb up the uncountable flight of stairs to your house one day and sing happy birthday song for you. Or if you have a good heart, we can meet opposite hume avenue@ rail mall. I will bring a cat along, i know you like cats! winks*

LOVE YOU!:D

Drag me away.

SAY HI TO LISA!

School’s out! Today marks the end of the semester. Fun and freedom are going to be taken away and this september holiday is another preparation for war. If only you understand all that i’m facing now. The day is just around the corner!:’( I will talk about AOH another day. Pictures are with arif and i have to wait till my camera is back. ARIF!~ I am very sleepy.

GOODNIGHT:D

Sleepy-head.

We studied over at changi airport after lunch at swensens and had popeye’s for dinner/supper. I need to watch my diet!!! I HAVE TO START EATING HEALTHY FOOD NEXT WEEK AND DO MORE EXERCISE. (I’ve been saying that for a year) And oh, i need to sleep. Bye.

Take a look back, maybe we’re not on a right track.

HEY SEPTEMBER. August passed by so quickly and you came too fast. It’s been some time and i feel tired. Maybe, i say maybe it’s time to go back to where we have started. Cause this journey started wrong and we can’t keep heading towards the wrong direction. The deeper we go, the harder it is to pull ourselves out of this mess. We can’t depend on the word ‘trust’. It’s not a compass and it cannot show directions. Dangerous trekking is not fun.

Playing: For the nights i can’t remember- Hedley (highest play count on my ipod!)

Goodbye.

Hey soundcloud!

We can finally post music on wordpress! *FLYING KISS TO SOUNDCLOUD*:D I miss this woman a lot. I need to see her and talk to her, bug her, whine to her and irritate her. But this time round, it’s her turn to make me laugh. And i need to get back my tan. Sun sun, please don’t go away. I just had a sprint to the toilet and a muay thai battle at the corridor. A 21 year old kid just squeezed me out of the toilet door!! Uhm kor, you’re not a gentlemen at all! HAHA. Now i have to wait. *frown*

Playing: Cry on my shoulder

We have a different life.

It’s a saturday. And while everyone’s out having fun, i’m stuck here mugging the shitz out of me. Checked my study-plan and i could hardly imagine myself completing the whole chunk of revision and mountain high assignments in time. This is so breath-taking. I seriously need a break. I might have to catch up with all the planned revision for this weekend and do a better planning for the week to come. 36 days left. I may not have the bliss of enjoying the best school moments, but i’m still doing something for my own life right? For the sake of that three pathetic schools. Alevel is just different and i will try hard. I don’t want to _______.

Accept fate:( MUGGING TIME!

Friendship dictionary:

Whenever i text angeline, she will break down my words, analyse it and knows what i mean. Even without the most important definition.

Maybe you have seen the wrong side of me.

HI EVERYONE! I’m back home from school:D It’s way too early for someone who comes back  home at half-past eleven everyday. But it’s a good achievement anyway. Thank god, i survived through the hectic week! Partly because i was on mc for 1.5 days. HAHA. Forgot about my medicine today and felt the pain again. Tsk, it sucks to feel this way. I feel sleepy now.

Okay, i’m a pig. GDBYE.

I want to be healthier.

Two medical certificates, Some pills and One pathetic soul.

Too much things to do, too little time. So on this very first day of the week, i’ve made a wrong decision to turn back to the polyclinic for an MC to be excused from school. My classmates bombarded my phone with angry texts and a scary phone call. Quoted: You want to go______, to ____?! (censored) HAHAHAHA. Oh i need to write a compliment letter to b.batok polyclinic. Sorry for the sarcasm but we waited for three hours to consult the doctor for only 3 minutes. Some people stomped off after the long wait. But we waited patiently, cause we need it! Alright, headed home to get myself changed and went down to raffles place. Jacklyn came from school to get her joy-items. I went to the toilet thrice before she came and almost puked. Thanks to my gastric problem. I thought it was long gone:( But it haunted me again. Settled down at macs@bugis after which for the wireless. Not a very nice place for your eyes, but we need the Internet access. Managed to survive the day but cabbed home after the visit to the ice cream cafe at iluma. *wink* Slipped into my bed, stuck the thermometer under my tongue and *TADA~* 38.3 degree Celsius.

KARMA KARMA. I’m never gonna skip school again:’( Self-medicated and headed to bed early. The fever only subsided when morning comes around. Gastric still hurts, so i got myself a medical cert from my family doc but attended school for GP presentation in the afternoon. Unwell~ But pretty fine:D

Jill: “eh you always look sick”

SJ:” huh what, nooo!*frown*”

Jill:” You fall sick easily uh?”

SJ:” No la. Uhm.. i think so?”

BYE!